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I am a deva avatar, a pathway illuminator and a completely normal person

Well, maybe not normal exactly but definitely not all aether and light. Sometimes, many times, life is veiled in darkness. I experience saddening waves and maddening storms. I get lost in myself and stop stuck not knowing where to put things in my life. My relationships waver, or at least my perceptions of them. All part of that now process ever ongoing in mystery.

I also don't have any profile worthy photos of myself, and no-one to take one to share with you but I will endeavour to find something suitable here so that you have some idea of what I look like now (and just not back in my twenties when I had photography friends snapping up images of our adventures together) -- this one is from June, 2024

Living in the spirit of now can make it sound like I am removed from the realities of the world. In truth, I am further embedded. There is so much going on from here where I am that I don't have time or distance to process it as 'worldly'. That's the only difference. I'm busy simply being, with no time to be a person in the world.

deva avatar

There is a path that is very clear to me. It is called a silver cord. I see it in front of me, within and atop my ethereal self. It makes itself known whenever I move to make a decision about the world being a certain way - in certainty. Instead of becoming certain, I am diverted back to my silver cord.

In place of certainties, there is a pull to carry on, forward, focused on moving, a focus on the open space of not-knowing where it's only me and my silver cord. In constant motion, never stopping to build walls around what's right or make camp at any particular way of being. As if there are no cells to divide us all up into categories and hierarchies of things.

That's the easiest way to describe what's happening for me, all the time.

the silver cord

Chances are, I am not the only one. Each deva avatar is unique. As far as I can tell, we do not share any core characteristics, abilities or desires. The only thing we have in common is being of full soul and body. To be honest, I am still figuring out what this means.

Most likely, the silver cord is another aspect we all share. The silver cord is that vision of having a single beam beneath our feet going up into our self and stretching out before us. It creates a path that travels in both directions at once and, for me, it surfaces as a narrow round cable.

Other representations of this experience might be the Judgement tarot card, kundalini, unification, blossoming in sacred space, Christ consciousness, and so on.

pathway illuminator

One of the things people seem to get from what I do, is their ability to see a way forward. Whether it's a way to put together a project or get perspective on their own experience, whatever it is that happens when I'm around, brings clarity. It's nothing I can take credit for and it's definitely not something I do on purpose: I'm not helping, fixing or changing -- it's really just a matter of showing up as I am and letting things happen.

Staying upbeat, focused upon what-is in a manner befitting the vibration of wholeness whereby everything is O.K. to feel and everyone is the guru.

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Multidimensional, all at once, the bemoaning child, divine blessing upon the world, dutiful wife and cat mum, writer-scribe and so on.

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I guess the next stage, the next natural step then is being in but not of the world as the non-doer of things: the divine channel, empty and complete.

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